currently recoverinf from surgery

hey bloggie!!! long tyme no see.. im buy with my life right now curing from a surgery that was done on the 18th of october 2010.only GOD knows how freaky am i when the surgery was not successful n i have to be transfered to HKL and during my critical time i was alive.. i mean i was concious even though i cannot responds... ALLAH gave me life n i will not let HIM down..... im so glad but i know i have to go through the surgery again cause they found a tumor.a very rare tumor..like1 in a million hurmmm i redha for what i get but im not strong enough to handle it all by myself....